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Its been years now so it's not that I really give this a lot of thought anymore, but any time old Whacko Jacko™ comes up, of course there's an association there with our good little ex-friend, sandy the seeskaper. The times we had, in the early, new millenia. Coming up on 8 years now, innit? So long ago, yet not. Yet so...
The last of anything I heard about her was in 2006. She had graduated college, her mother had passed away, and it appeared if she had grown up a little bit and moved out of the make-believe spoiled little princess world of worshipping Michael Jackson - and spending outrageous amounts of other people's money to do it. Including some of mine. So, I was told that she was a real estate agent in Manhattan and I was provided with some linkage to demonstrate just how she had moved on with her life and became a self sufficent adult. I did find a telephone number associated to her at that business and out of curiosity, I called it. Um, she didnt work there anymore. NOT a good sign? Who was I, and why was I looking for her? Like they cared if she had bailed on them, and not that I was looking for her - however, many of her internettings previously so visible had virtually disappeared. I was advised that she had outgrown her Micheal Jackson fascination and was working to become a real adult in the big world under the yellow sun. Just, no longer there. I wanted to see if it was true. I wanted to see that which would have cured all the ills of our relationship, so long ago. Maybe it was true?
Reality finally hit her, I mused. And then this thing with him dying and all - I thought, well, all the better - she had it out of her system. Maybe she figured out like the rest of us in 2005 that all reasonable doubt had finally suspended all disbelief on that whole pedophile thing he obviously had going on. Perhaps she had to deal with that in 2005 and so the death was just another disappointment in a series of great letdowns that really wouldnt have mattered to a well-adjusted, productive, adult member of society with a REAL LIFE happening and REAL THINGS to care about.
But... AS FATE WILL HAVE IT. you can't teach an old dog new tricks. And in the cosmic scheme of things, yesterday, i once again found not only an old friend but also a newfound satisfaction that all things will be as they once were, as they have been, and should have been, as they should be, that the universe continues to unfold as it was intended. Like a junkie to tha junk, a drunk to the drink, did I ever really believe that sandy's OCD-like compulsive behaviors and rich little spoiled girl antics would ever fall too far from the neverland ranch? Not really. Was it really what I wanted? Not really. I much prefer to see her continue making this dysfunctional mess of her life, so publicly, that could have been so much more. What lost opportunity and wasted potential. This is the thought that gives me great satisfaction today. Sharing it with you only increases my happiness.
And if you think about it, it just wouldnt be right. Isn't it enough that we now have a world without Michael Jackson? Should we be expected to suffer the loss of seeskaper on the internets, stalking the corpse, too??? Did we really want to see her doing any other thing that she was meant to do? At one time, perhaps I think that I did but I now realize that was my issue to resolve. Time is the great healer, they say.
So the timing on this, for me anyway, is just about perfect. I was reading the news yesterday when I came across this:
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/33439480/ns/entertainment-celebrities/
Jackson fans say film covers up the grim truth
Group claims documentary conceals ‘dire state’ of star’s health in final days
updated 4:12 p.m. MT, Thurs., Oct . 22, 2009
LOS ANGELES - A small group of Michael Jackson's dedicated fans have started an "awareness" campaign surrounding the upcoming movie "This Is It," saying it covers up the grim reality of the dead pop star's final days. "In the weeks leading up to Michael Jackson's death, while this footage was being shot, people around him knew that he looked like he might have died. Those who stood to make a profit chose to ignore it," the group says on its Web site, http://www.this-is-not-it.com.
This sounded so much like something that she would do. It had the website connection, the MJ content - but nah, could it be? How presumptive of me to conclude this. This must be something that is being handled by "The Next Generation" of Jacko Whackos™. Chasing the gloved one about the globe was a game for the young, Doctor Penis. Sandy had grown up, moved on from all of this. She was no longer a 23 year-old child. This is now a mature, 30 year-old woman that I was making assumptions about. Probably has a great high paying, important career - a husband, small children. A REAL LIFE with REAL THINGS to give a shit about. Not this childish, pop singer groupie stuff that she did in her leisure as a young girl nay i say prostitute. cough cough. anyhooooooo.
I still had to look. I was all wrong about this, obviously. But, like in 2006, again, just the curiosity factor alone. To prove myself wrong, as it were.
http://www.this-is-not-it.com
Who We Are: Michael Jackson fans and friends from various countries around the world. Several of us were around Michael on a daily basis during the last few months of his life, witnessing several things that concerned us; some of us were fortunate enough to have known Michael for many years; some of us have already run many support campaigns, including the Invincible campaign in 2002; we all knew him personally. This is our last gift to Michael. We think it is what he would have wanted, to speak the truth.
2002? Invincible? "fortunate to have known"? SPEAK THE TRUTH??????????
could... it... be???
nahhhh. I know it sounds REAL SIMILAR to alot of the babble from that era here in the archives, but it can't be. Like when you see a real old guy in south america that looks EXACTLY like Hitler but then you do the math and it puts him at like, over 100. But still, could it be? Nah, this is a 30 year old woman with a REAL LIFE that we are talking about here. Just too old for this to make sense that way. No matter how much you see it, want to see it. But... it... can't... be... real, Spock!
Testimonies
Campaign
How you can help
Downloads
PRESS RELEASE
Testimonies? Huh? This is sounding verrrrry self-important, again, just so much like before. But it just COULDNT be. could it? I clicked the link:
Talin's testimony
Samantha's testimony
Sandy's testimony
Marika's testimony
Sandy? as in, Sandy Stadler? also known as seeskaper????
It was at this point that I absolutely KNEW for sure. It was like the exact moment in the Bashir documentary when he asks MJ about all the plastic surgery, and you're looking right at the guy there on the TV, and MJ goes, "that's ridiculous!" And no matter how bad you wanted to BILLieve what he was saying - what you directly observed so massively conflicts what you were being told. Reality rears its hindsight being 20/20 and this sort of thing.
I begin reading the testimony. Such important testimony, for such an important cause...
http://www.this-is-not-it.com/en/testimonies/48-sandys-testimony
Sandy's testimony
Last Updated on Friday, 09 October 2009 20:14
Tuesday, 06 October 2009 16:23
Dear fans and friends, and those who deserve the truth…
ahhh, "the truth". How many times did we hear about the "untold truth"? We were just all full of the IGNORANCE when we thought this freako bleached his skin and fucked little boys. Sandy's role was always to school us on "the truth". And personally, I always heard "the truth" from her too - like, "I'm falling in love with you" and the one that still gets me to this day, "I mailed you a check today". Yes, there was no denying it at this point, this was the real deal. No imposter, no impersonator.
I have decided to share some letters that I wrote prior to Michael’s death, and the last letter that I wrote to Michael that was given to him just before rehearsal the night before he passed. I choose to do this in support of the This Is Not It campaign, and because I believe Michael would have wanted us to speak his truth now that he is gone, in the same way he always asked us to do through all this years against the allegations, Mottolla-Sony, etc.
Always "the bestest" MJ fan out there, always a little hipper than the room, always ready to hip the "ignorant" cattle. SO jealous of the "handlers" that happened to get a little closer to THE TALENT than she had. and wasnt MJ always just a misunderstood little victim?
This is of course very sad and difficult and not something I ever expected to share so publicly, but now that Michael has passed I feel it is more important to inform and support the TRUTH against the blatant lies and attempted cover-up by those around Michael in his last months.
"never expected to share so publicly"? Are you fucking kidding me? This is the kind of shit this girl lives for. and again with THE TRUTH. (this time in caps no less). cover-up? blatant lies? HOLY GUACAMOLE!!! I smells me a conspiracy!!! Lookie here, OJ!
I also feel the need to defend against those that are saying the “followers” are only speaking out after the fact now that Michael is gone. This is not true and we tried our best as far as we were capable “only” being fans. Everything that we are claiming and speaking is truth, and is based on words from MICHAEL HIMSELF, what we ACTUALLY WITNESSED in the months before he passed, along with what we also witnessed about Michael’s “friends” and “doctors” over the past two decades of “following” Michael.
I like Micheal Jackson more than YOU DO!! neener neener neener!
First, an email that I wrote on June 21st, four days before Michael passed. I sent this email to Karen Faye (Michael’s makeup artist) and Michael Bush (Michael’s tailor) who I knew to be around Michael almost daily in the weeks prior to his death and the only members of his entourage I considered trustworthy and true friends to Michael. I had met Michael, spoken with him, and witnessed his condition over 2 weeks time in Los Angeles at the end of May and beginning of June. I left Los Angeles with an uneasy feeling, particularly about Michael’s obvious weight loss.
How much lower does it get than to drop names of the hangers-on that you are hanging on to? Hey, I emailed this guy named REDBAN from the interwebs who works for television's "Fear Factor" host, Joe Rogan. AND HE SAID>>>>>
Subject Line: Please look after Michael-INTERVENE PLEASE-something is wrong, I saw it.
Karen, Michael...
There is something that has been worrying me for several months now. I think there is something wrong with Michael and his health or his self-image about his weight and I am really worried.
If Karen and Micheal had read anything even to this point, if not being totally insulted, surely they had thrown it away by now. Trust me. I've seen it in the Van Halen fan world, the star trek fan world, even Jew Rogaines little empire - those hangers-on closest to THE TALENT will do everything and anything to keep it that way. They arent going to do you any favors. Look no further than an Anthony Pascale, or Brad Starks. OR rancid toney.
I have been afraid to say anything to anyone because it's probably not really my place to talk about something so personal concerning Michael,
um, no shit.
and talking about it amongst fans can make you an outcast because it is regarded as criticising Michael. But I want to know if he is alright.
oh well, then... that settles it. If Sandy Stadler of Hershey Pennsylvania wants to know... then fuck it. All bets are off, toss all the fucking secrecy out the window. This is fucking SEESKAPER making the inquiry. Don't you fucking get it????
I also want to know if he is not alright that someone is intervening and doing something about it. There are always new people around Michael and as has always been obvious they do not always have his best interest at heart because of their own interests, but I expect that you really care about Michael in a way that you would perhaps cross a line that others might not if you saw that he is somehow hurting himself.
no one understands like I do... I'm the bestest MJ fan. ME ME ME!!! athough of course since you guys are helping me, you're OK in my book too. So breathe a sigh of relief. You're not on my shitlist of hangers-on.
It is painfully obvious that Michael is TOO THIN. I know that Michael's weight fluctuates, and he is often mostly too thin anyways, but NOW he is REALLY TOO THIN.
"I'm not a doctor, but me plays one on the interwebs"
I first noticed back in October that his weight was really plummeting. I spent a couple hours with Michael in his Bel Air suite at Halloween, and it really struck me how thin he was even back then. When we hugged I felt there was literally nothing to him. I told him to please take care of himself and stay healthy and that he looked good-I was trying to make a point that he doesn't need to lose more, that he looks good already, to stop now. Naturally this embarassed him and he mostly just smiled and said thank you without knowing what to say. I also wrote him a letter about it, which he read but only replied again saying thank you.
well, naturally. Because I'm an expert, I know this to be MJ's reaction. Oh and jealous little you, did you like all the details of how I was all intimate with him? Let me rub your nose in the shit a little more. Neener neener neener!
Michael told me back then that he was preparing a tour and so I thought perhaps it is normal for him to slim down in preparation.
as long as you "thought perhaps it is normal", we're all going to be OK. Because it's ALL about YOU, Sandy. Yours is the barometer by which all that is acceptable for MJ will be guaged.
I expected that he would become very weight-conscious. But now it seems he has gone TOO FAR. I met him inside the dance rehearsal studio a couple weeks ago and I was honestly SHOCKED. I noticed how the bones of his shoulders were LITERALLY protruding, poking through the material of his black fitted top. He was SCARY SKINNY. When we hugged I felt his skeleton. I felt very worried and very sad for him.
As long as YOU noticed, and YOU were worried, then it's OK that he died, Sandy. Really. And just lookit Dr. Stadler's medical innovation with the exclusive diagnosis of SCARY SKINNY. Copyright that fucking shit because its the newest rage in all the medical books. Not an episode of House will be complete with out it.
He was also looking very down and stressed and his demeanor and voice were very frail. HE ACTUALLY SAID he was stressed and worried how he will be able to do all 50 shows, that he does not eat enough, and he does not have enough breaks between shows. Clearly the situation is too much for him, it is making him SICK...whether it is self-imposed because he is not eating or something else.
Well CLEARLY. I mean CANT YOU FUCKING SEE IT? You fucking morons! For chrissake SANDY sees it... this is Sandy fucking Stadler of Hershey Pennsylvania almost 30 years of age, Micheal Jackson expert of the interwebs telling you this!!! FUCKING IDIOTS!
DOES NO ONE ELSE AROUND HIM EVERYDAY SEE THIS???
Karen do you see this? Do you say anything to him?
Michael do you see this when you go over wardrobe? Do you say anything to him?
um, got ahead of myself. Oh yeah sorry bout that sir. Thank you, drive through. uh huh uh uh huh uh.
PLEASE INTERVENE AND HELP. I really think he is to the point where something bad and regrettable could happen to him. I don't mean to suggest that you are responsible for him but AS A FRIEND AND ONE OF THE VERY FEW CONSISTENT PEOPLE around him that I think TRULY CARES about him, please risk saying something to him if you have not already.
I predicted it! I was the one that saw it coming! I asked you to help, if you truly cared, LIKE I DO. Here's the proof- MY letter, just 4 days before he REALLY DIED! THIS COULD HAVE BEEN PREVENTED if they had just seen what i had seen, done what I had said. Because I am Sandy the seeskaper Stadler from Hershey PA, goddammit!
Michael Amir, Alberto and Faheem have begun to restrict access to Michael and I'm now no longer allowed to even give a letter into his hands without them reading it first. They have many excuses that Michael is tired or in tour mode now or it's for his safety. This is ridiculous after 15 years of seeing Michael, I don't expect to be treated this way as if I would somehow harm him.
This is the most honest and telling part of this self indulgent rambling. OF COURSE you are out of the fucking loop, Sandy. You are 30 fucking years old. A GROWN UP. The fact that you dont see it or understand what is so fucking painfully obvious that to hear you qustion it, or echo it, is just like two faggots fucking in the park. PATHETIC.
The fact of the matter is that people LIKE YOU did harm this fucking guy, your hero. You went along with his over the line plastic surgery bullshit. You enabled him to be a molester of young boys and pointed your finger in disgust at the rest of us for being minimally observant after having given this fucker the benefit of the doubt for over 10 years about that child fucking bullshit.
What a tone of arrogance. What lack of humility. Look up "doesnt fucking get it" in the dictionary and you'll see a picture of Sandy Stadler.
I may be “just a fan” but I have been there for Michael for a really long time before them and will surely be here after them and Michael needs to hear from his fans when it is clear he is distressed, and those on the inside aren’t always worried for him but probably more concerned for their jobs should they say something deemed inappropriate. THEY MUST SEE that Michael is wasting down to nothing, but I don't trust that they say or do anything. And shutting his fans out during this time is not what he needs. I see how alone Michael is, and heard from him how heavy he feels under the pressure. He has his children, but they are his responsibility to look after not the other way around, and so beyond his children his close friends are very few and far between. Everyone else around him in this time is focused on This Is It. I have seen in the past couple years that no one has really been around for him in Las Vegas, then Bel Air, now Los Angeles, no one who really cares for him as a friend and not just as a business. Except of course the two of you.
are you still with me? Um, of course, "present company excluded". You're IN the circle, I've been placed OUTSIDE the circle of trust. I deserve to be in the circle, not you. um, I mean, we belong in the circle, not the others. Oh, I guess what I mean at the very least is that I BELONG IN THE CIRCLE. Because I was once in the circle... and 15 years shouldnt count against me, um, should it?
If he is suffering from something serious, physically or mentally, regarding his weight or health, please intervene. Please let me know that he is alright. These concerts are not worth jeopardizing his life.
I’m really in tears for him, for the state that I saw him in. If you’ve already said something to him, please give him this letter if you think he needs to hear it again from someone else. I'm sure whatever exactly is going on must be a fragile situation but please don't avoid it altogether. I'm so worried. Please tell me he is okay. Above that, please tell me the TRUTH.
I love him. Please help him if he needs it. I wish I could do something, I feel helpless.
Thank you for reading,
Sandy
Theres just so much I oould pick apart here... I just don't have the time or energy to continue on. You get the point, you know what this chick is all about.
Look at how much of the letter is ABOUT HER. It fucking blows your mind.
Michael had invited us inside his rehearsal studio where he spoke very candidly about his fears and feelings about the tour schedule, AEG, and Randy Phillips. He also said he was suffering back pain, and he was not eating, which was already obvious to us. He was nearly in tears as he spoke, and folded his hands in prayer during a moment of silence. We left this meeting feeling very disturbed and worried for Michael, and continued to witness him over the next couple weeks losing yet more weight and sometimes in a drug-induced state. The group of “followers” decided that we needed to take decisive action and reach Michael directly about our worries. Michael was deteriorating quickly and our shock and fears continued to grow every day, we couldn’t rely on his entourage to care for his well-being, because they were clearly not, nor would they take our concerns seriously. We decided to write letters to Michael himself, each of us wrote a letter individually, but all had the same sentiment about our fears over Michael’s condition, pleading for him to take better care of himself, to love himself, and put himself before the tour. The letters were given directly into Michael’s hands outside his rehearsal studio the night before he passed away. Michael tried to phone Talitha (one of the fans who actually gave the letters and Michael knew very well) several times from the Staples Center, but the call kept dropping and we will never know what he wanted to say. Michael’s personal assistant, Michael Amir, told me in Los Angeles when I went back for Michael’s memorial that Michael asked for the letters upon returning home after rehearsal, and he took them to Michael in his bedroom. Michael would be gone in less than 8 hours.
So sadly, this is my last letter to Michael, written June 22nd and given to Michael night of June 24th. I share this for those who are attempting to blame those of us who actually tried to be heard. You are accusing the wrong people of doing nothing. Your attention should be turned towards AEG, Randy Phillips, Frank Dileo who claimed outright that everything was “under control” and “Michael is not going to die.”
still reading? I'm so fucking sick of this repetitive bullshit already....
Dearest Michael,
I’m not exactly sure how to begin what I need to say to you, but please understand everything I say comes only from a place of overwhelming love and care for your happiness and health. I love you so very much; much much much more than I could ever hope to adequately express to you. In the past several months I have become very worried that you are not caring for yourself as you deserve to be cared for. I have noticed you becoming increasingly thin, and you are now so thin that I’m really concerned about your well-being.
I can only imagine the paralyzing degree of pressure you must be feeling lately in preparation for you concerts, and I can only assume your drastic weight loss is a symptom of the stress you feel so heavily upon you in these recent months.
Michael, I just pray that you know I will still love and adore and support you even if you were to never set your precious feet upon another stage. You have stood proud against more stress and pressures in your life than is fair for one person to ever endure, and you have always done it with grace, humility, honor. For this I have admired you, with your seemingly superhuman strength and incredible willpower to carry though the deepest and darkest of times. But dearest Michael, I know you are human and must often feel tired, lost or lonely, overwhelmed, tiny in the shadow of enormous obligations. I can only imagine you must be feeling the weight of the world upon your shoulders in these couple remaining weeks until your opening night. I am worried that your intense schedule and perhaps your own worries about pleasing your fans, and stunning the world again with your greatness, is causing you to forgo food and lose weight you can no longer afford to lose.
I hope and pray that your concerts are everything amazingly fantastic that you have dared to dream. I know you have been working incredibly hard, incredibly long hours and want nothing more for you to be happy with the fruits of your labor. However, I pray that you are not laboring so hard that you are neglecting your health and not eating as necessary to nourish your body, mind, and spirit during what is undoubtedly an immensely stressful time.
Michael, when I met you several months ago at Halloween I was taken aback at how thin you were. But you had told me you were beginning to prepare a tour, and so I assumed perhaps your slight frame was the result of preparation. At that time you spoke about the concerts with a sparkle of anticipation in your voice, a spirit of exuberance, a light in your eyes like I had not seen for years. I was happy that you were happy. But now seeing you again in Los Angeles these past several weeks I am concerned your spirit seems broken, and your weight has fallen further. When I met you in the dance studio I was shocked at how thin you have become, when we hugged I felt there was not enough of you. If the concerts have become too much, too many, too stressful, please know you are not alone and you could never ever disappoint us should you feel it impossible to carry through. If the concerts are somehow jeopardizing your health, your health and well-being absolutely must come first. We could not enjoy a concert knowing you were suffering through it. Please do not feel obligated to us to perform beyond your desire, beyond your capability. This is not to say I doubt you for even a second, but I’m only worried that your weight is drastically low and am afraid for your life as you are about to expend an incredible amount of energy over the coming months.
I hope I haven’t offended you in any way with any of these words. I love you so much and I only dare to say what I have out of care and concern. You have seemed somewhat sad, overly stressed, and super skinny recently and I just want you to know that you are loved and I am praying for your health and happiness. I hope that you are actually perfectly alright and my worries are simply paranoia from having seen you on days when perhaps you weren’t feeling your best. Michael Amir, Alberto, and Faheem have begun restricting access to you more severely in recent weeks so it has not been easy to ask how you are doing and give our love and prayers. Please forgive us if we have upset you but we are worried.
I’m so looking forward to seeing you again in London. I love you and ask that you please take care of yourself - for yourself, your children, your fans, your family, and all those the world over who love you deeply and dearly from the very bottom of our hearts. We want to love you for many more years to come.
I Love You Always & Forever,
Sandy
This next deluded "declaration" cracked me THE FUCK UP:
I am sure that he read it and now consider it my final goodbye to Michael.
um, if that's what you need to think Sandy... ha ha ha ha
Hey... do YOU remember where YOU were when you read Sandy's final goodbye to Michael? I think we all do. And of course, it was the last thing that MJ thought about as he drifted off to proprofy coma....
It is with complete confidence that I say Michael did not trust or like AEG/Randy Phillips, but he felt enslaved financially to their demands because of their role in re-financing his life. We saw Randy Phillips at Michael’s memorial and told him "we know the truth"...he denied that he ever went against Michael's wishes, but Michael told us the truth and naturally we believe Michael. We told Randy "you know that we know the truth"...he was visibly shocked and was without words. I hope he feels an immense amount of regret and guilt, along with anyone/everyone else involved in what I believe pushed Michael to an edge from which he eventually fell.
We have known for many years that Michael was sometimes taking prescription drugs, that he endured phases of addictions over the past decade. The “followers” have witnessed this many times over the years, we have seen and spoken with Michael in altered states, and we have often felt concerned for him. It was not something we ever chose to post on forums or share publicly as it was a private matter for Michael, and we always chose not to jeopardize his privacy. However, those that SUPPLIED, ENABLED, USED, and NEGLECTED him over these years, especially in his last months, should take responsibility for their part in his death. Michael needed help, and instead his “friends” chose to keep him happy and controlled rather than getting him the help he desperately needed. Michael was human like all of us, and like anyone dependent on drugs he needed help. He did not need criminal doctors and friends keeping him medicated so their own greed and profits could be realized.
We also now know many more details that have revealed themselves since Michael’s passing and have given us full confidence in what we know and saw and corroborates our own testimonies. Some have been promised confidential, but it is our hope that the This Is Not It campaign will encourage others to speak the TRUTH they also know.
Edit: The photo attached to this note was taken on May 29, 2009, 3 weeks before Michael passed. It is very evident he is very underweight, and he continued to lose weight even after this picture. It is most evident in his face, jaw and neck. You will also see in the This Is It movie that Michael was almost aways wearing THREE shirts AND a jacket to conceal his small frame in his last weeks.
now pay attention because here comes THE MONEY SHOT!!!
FAT PIG WHORE and SEX OFFENDER!!!
MJ & Sandy
May 29, 2009
You are not aging well, Sandy. NICE GUT. To see that you're still a fucking loser with no real life, but also NOW A FAT PIG really makes me happy. And the Karma wheel keeps spinning around...
I still keep checking the mail for that check, I know that you said that you've sent it. Take care, all my best. WISH YOU WELL.
Yours Sincerely,
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...and then when she said she was gonna, like, wreck my car,
I didn't know WHAT TO DO!!!
Yes, I know its like beating the old dead horse, Axyl. But honestly, I did stumble across it accidentally just now:
http://community.atkins.com/discussions/viewTopic.jsp?messageBoardId=1198&topicId=3221592&postId=3221628
I really dislike all the vegetables on the induction allowed list 
seeskaper
Hi,
My first post here 
My name is Sandy, I'm 30 yrs old, 150 lbs, 5'7". I want to get down to 120.
Everyone seems so nice and helpful here
I did Atkins about 6 years - I never really did it entirely properly though because I actually was really strict about it and didn't want to introduce more carbs later after seeing the great results from the Induction stage, so basically I stayed on Induction until I became super bored with eating same things again and again and the just fell off it totally....
I want to try again
I'm a bit obessive/compulsive so I can stick to it pretty strictly when I want to. But because I really don't like vegetables and I don't like cooking/am not good at it, I get easily bored with eating same things again and again (basically eggs, hamburger, chicken)
Problem is, I really dislike all of the vegetables on the Induction list.
As far as vegetables, I will eat only romaine lettuce, carrots (not on list) and corn (also not on list) and perhaps broccoli if I am reallllllly in the mood. Otherwise I can't think of another vegetable I can stomache. I tried to eat a bit of cucumber and red pepper today and couldn't stomache more than a small piece. Just can't do it. Vegetables are not an option...I don't know where that leaves me????? (besides very unhealthy probably)
So today I have eaten:
egg omelet with cheese and sausage (was at a cafe so I don't know exact net carbs) and
small salad - basically only romaine lettuce because I did not eat the mushrooms, cucumber, pepper, etc. etc. that I do not like.
Atkins peanut butter bar
Atkins chocolate shake
I'm about to go to the grocery store to buy my food for the week but I don't know what to buy. I always get very frustrated going to the grocery store (I'm talking almost in tears so I just leave without hardly buying anything) because I don't know what to buy and I'm not a good cook at all.
Does anyone have any suggestions/help?
Maybe I need to try to make some (gross? haha) shake out of vegetables to get them in me?
5' 7" and 150????
"want to get down to 120"???
this is just too easy and I dont feel like being mean anymore today.
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originally posted by hitch1969© at 8:50 pm on Dec. 15, 2002
"Is this site gonna be BIGGER and BETTER? Nope. It's gonna look like crap and suck just as much OR MORE than it did before. And what of The CIRCLE OF TRUST™, our fine discussion forums where we care™ and we share and give until it hurts®? Like any comeback, it all doesn't come all together right at once. It's a rebuilding of our Twin Towers™. Jesus wasn't exactly drinking a 40, smoking a blunt, and banging bee-hotches at Easter Dinner™ with DAD®. You suffer a head injury, and there's gotta be some fucking physical therapy before you stop looking and acting like such a retard. Such as with hitchWORLD. United we stand. United, we shall prevail."
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hitch1969©
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Posted on: 2:44 pm on Oct. 24, 2009 | | |
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Quote: originally posted by DeeRock at 1:54 pm on Oct. 24, 2009
Dude, there is poetic justice in this fucked up world. Thank you for enlightening us on the goings on with seeskaper. When MJ died/was killed, oddly enough she was the first thing I thought of.....strange? How is it possible for someone to continue to worship and defend that which is soooo obviously fucked? Delusion is a mother fucker.
Good to see you back in the saddle bro.
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Rock, did you just happen by, or did you get the mass mailer i sent out:
~seeskaper 2009~ hitchWORLD ~
Dear Insert Name HERE® aka hitchWORLD© Mass Mailer™ Recipient:
rising from the ashes, the grate h69 forums.
that we abandoned so long ago... never to be forgotten. never to return...
OR DID WE?
why did we come back? what was it... that brought us all here, again, as it once
was????
seeskaper 2009. only at hitchworld, just for YOU.
best!!
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*End of MASS SUICIDE mailer*
BOTTOMS UP ON THE KOOL-AID, lettuce ride the comet
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about 1,969 of these went out last night.... but the mailing list is so old. I'm thinking about opening registrations again. who knows.
anyhoodles, dude, go into google and start typing her name. it fucking autocompletes with "michael jackson".
she's a major player on the MJ scene, now innit?
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originally posted by hitch1969© at 8:50 pm on Dec. 15, 2002
"Is this site gonna be BIGGER and BETTER? Nope. It's gonna look like crap and suck just as much OR MORE than it did before. And what of The CIRCLE OF TRUST™, our fine discussion forums where we care™ and we share and give until it hurts®? Like any comeback, it all doesn't come all together right at once. It's a rebuilding of our Twin Towers™. Jesus wasn't exactly drinking a 40, smoking a blunt, and banging bee-hotches at Easter Dinner™ with DAD®. You suffer a head injury, and there's gotta be some fucking physical therapy before you stop looking and acting like such a retard. Such as with hitchWORLD. United we stand. United, we shall prevail."
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Molly Blue
hitchWORLD©'s Role Model™ for Other Chicks® Who Don't Understand hitchWORLD©.
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Posted on: 6:44 pm on Oct. 27, 2009 | | |
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passion
dedication
provocation
massturbation
so much satisfaction, so little time
the tag on the car in front of me on the way to work this morning was
388 ANL and dudes, it WAS NOT a personalized tag... if it was it probably would have been 365 ANL, butt seriously, I wonder if anyone has refused that tag????
I thought of you and I come home to find this
and in the midst of the turmoil, for one shining moment, there is peace
and all is right in the world--or is it--or is it the wrongness
Who gives a shit. I love you man. 
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badfish
full-on chuckleHEAD
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cardmember since: Mar. 2004
location: Yegg Central
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Posted on: 8:57 am on Nov. 9, 2009 | | |
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what what
http://www.facebook.com/people/Sandy-Stadler/1333579991
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conmee
hitchWORLD Advisor
total contributions: 325
cardmember since: July 2001
location: The OC
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Posted on: 1:22 am on Feb. 1, 2010 | | |
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Brethren and Sistren,
I forgot to mention that I bought a brand new Mercedes on June 25, 2009, traded in the ol' Lexus.... as I'm filling out the paperwork, I see on the big screen in Mercedes-Benz of Laguna Niguel dealership a helicopter landing to take Jackson's lifeless body to the morgue...
The Gloved One™ lives on in my C63 AMG....
That is all.
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